14 weeks and 3 days…
This is a post I never finished writing- I’d hate to keep it in my draft folder forever without posting it, but I just can’t finish it right now… and the thought of it being unfinished has made me not feel like writing for the last few weeks, so I’ll just post it already… it ends abruptly, just so you know 
Things are moving along… I still have some nausea (boy I can’t wait for that to be over!) but now, surprise: I also have heartburn! Well Well… How lovely! 
I let my workplace know that I was expecting on Friday… I was very scared to do so. I am more or less a ‘contractor’, I work as a salaried employee on contract, 10-12-16 months at a time, and I’m currently finishing a 16 month contract for my current company, and starting a new 10 month contract at the end of April… I was worried that they would give me attitude because I was only going to be able to work the contract for 4-5 months out of the 10… They will have to find a replacement for me for September! Well, I guess maybe the news is still sinking in – I might hear back from them soon, but hopefully it’s all going to be good…
I worry that, when I am done with my maternity leave, all the upcoming contracts I would have been awarded with the companies I worked so hard with, will go to the person who will take over for me… That scares me a lot. Will I have the strength to pursue
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the end.
